Below My Feet A Caeder's Prayer

My Guardian Angel

Intuitive Inspirations

There's a moment that we all come to in our own time and our  own space.
Where all that we have done we can undo...if our heart is in the right place.
~Garth Brooks~

Time

Imagination is the power that human beings use to create and sustain the image of "God." As a Soul comes closer to realizing itself beyond the image it has loved, protected, killed for, died for and held onto for many lifetimes. It is then that they realize the reason why they have come here at this time and are recruited into the battle that has being played out in humanity's imagination since the beginning of time. It is at this point the path really does become extremely narrow and the struggle for the authentic soul self begins. A Spiritual Personality begins to emerge from the layers of images that we create from. It is these images that are now ever so carefully, patiently and lovingly being healed. As they are energetically infused with both bliss and deep suffering this is the matrix that forms the scales over the eyes of a Soul. This cloud's it's ability to see it's own crystal clear perfection and consciously choose it's place within the harmony of the Universe...

There is a part of every human being that is deeply afraid to look into their own depths, and surrender to the process of having the scales removed from their own eyes. I believe that fear needs to be honoured in people, and those that call themselves "lightworkers" would possibly benefit more from not labelling, judging and blaming other's who appear to not be as evolved as they are. It's so hard though when we love and care deeply about the people in our life but they are just not ready to awaken into the mystery of who they truly are. The relationship begins to break down as they can no longer hear us or see us and we seem to become like a ghost to them. As we share with them our deepest truths and discoveries they don't have a frame of reference to comprehend our spiritual experiences and a great void is created between two human beings that really love each other. I don't know why it has to work this way, but for some reason many people are having to separate themselves from their family, friends, spouses and even children. 

Patience is the message I keep getting... I still find this to be my greatest challenge.  My mind's rigid concept of time is the most difficult structure to work with. Time as we have understood it  is ending. Somehow while the scales get removed and the veil's get lifted from our eyes and we remember more of our eternal nature we have to learn to become so still within our own core.  Patiently learning to pull back enough to just observe and watch as our Soul sometimes struggles in complete horror but also wonder and awe as the foundation of what we have built our personal lives on and the threads that has woven the very fabric of our existence is stripped away layer by layer. I guess this is the only way can really learn while in our human form that everything that we have desired and waited to experience, is always in the beautifully powerful present moment of NOW! 

Intuitive Inspirations

We are never alone...angels in disguise meet us at every turn. They have a message for us a reminder of our connection to Source and our purpose for being here at this time. We intuitively recognize each other and on my end at least, I feel the winds of inspiration lifting our spirits. What a relief it is to fully rest for a bit in the safety and comfort of unconditional love. No expectations, no judgements just pure awareness of the perfection and beauty of all that is. Thank you to all my angels!!! I love you!

My Vortex

I touch the space everyday of nothingness…it is the void the space where all things are created. It is not a luxury, a hobby or passing phase that I will outgrow. It is necessary for my well being to empty my mind and take a break from all the psychic debris that floats around in my stream of consciousness. Oh I had myself convinced for a while that I didn't ever have to swim in those turbulent waters of the unconscious. No, not me I was resonating with the teachings of Abraham and fully present nice and safe in my boat letting go of the oars, and watching my vibration. I was very consciously focusing on the positive, and for the most part I was allowing life to unfold. 

Something happened when I did that though and I started arguing with Abraham with that whole collective consciousness of non-physical Beings that is channelled through Esther Hicks. There is such a gap between the view of the non-physical and the human experience.  Abraham became my target and was at the receiving end of my internal rants, over the injustice of this world. 

About a year ago their perspective of death and suffering and my human understanding collided in such a way that I found myself, raising my fists in the air and saying F you Abraham!!! You are clueless as to this whole human experience. You are not standing down here in my physical shoes! Why is that? Hmmm, you couldn’t focus your consciousness long enough to grow the body, balls and Spiritual backbone needed to traverse this dimension.  Obviously not because you are safe preaching from the other side of how rosy and delicious life is, mocking and trivializing the deep suffering  and complexities of human nature…So why don’t you  just take your vortex and shove it up your non-physical butt! Hmmm, I wonder if this is where my pattern for getting kicked out of the tribe originates from?

My outrage, my passion launched a very very big rocket of desire, a desire for Truth!  I have learned there is a powerful undercurrent within that Vortex.  I believe that once a person has been pulled under and makes it back in one piece, the wisdom and growth that occurs on and between all levels of Being is astounding. This journey comes from lifetimes of a desire to fully embody LOVE. We are starved for unconditional love, and it out of this starvation for love that we have set into motion eons ago what is unfolding now in this process of learning and growing together as Spiritual Beings having human experiences.

 It’s easy to get distracted by the drama’s that are being played out in the world. But I believe it’s so important to hold the space for peace to flourish within our own heart’s and feel into the intention from deep inside our Soul’s. Even if we don’t always understand yet why we needed to come here and be born into this world of limitation and slavery, faith whispers that there is a profound purpose for it. I can’t justify the insanity of the world but I do believe that it can be healed.  Waking up never stops, growth and evolution continues eternally. I have glimpsed the big big picture and consciousness the Light is incomprehensible to those that have not had the opportunity yet to fully open their minds.  In the expansion and opening of our minds though we open ourselves up to the forces of creation and as an individual Soul we must deal with the aftermath of that opening. Earth and this whole Universe we are in is just one tiny speck of Light, one brilliant twinkle in the eye of creation and there is so much more waiting to come into Being.  The real beauty now for me is that I see this tiny spark and twinkle in the eyes of every person that I encounter. I no longer just see people but I clearly see spiritually dynamic people. 

As for Abraham, I found a lot of comfort in this video. The Biggest Missing Piece. Whew! I wasn't the only one on the planet feeling bitter and enraged by the simplicity of their teachings.  My relationship to them and respect for them as an unconditionally loving “family” of consciousness has healed. There are many family's or collectives of non-physical beings here and each has their own unique vibe and cadence that is in perfect harmony with the music of the Universe, as is each human being on this planet. 

Unknown Hands

Unknown hands reach out from behind the veil 

 clinging to me. 

Pulling me deeper into their existence. 

Night after night I stand in their world. 

In the cold stillness of my soul I witness their hell.

Like moths on a flame they cloak me in darkness.

Day after day I stand in my world. 

Hearing the soul's cry from the night before. 

My footsteps echoing beyond time and space. 

I walk alone.