I touch the space everyday of nothingness…it
is the void the space where all things are created. It is not a luxury, a hobby
or passing phase that I will outgrow. It is necessary for my well being to
empty my mind and take a break from all the psychic debris that floats around
in my stream of consciousness. Oh I had myself convinced for a while that I didn't ever have to swim in those turbulent waters of the unconscious. No, not me I was
resonating with the teachings of Abraham and fully present nice and safe in my
boat letting go of the oars, and watching my vibration. I was very consciously focusing
on the positive, and for the most part I was allowing life to unfold.
Something happened when I did that though and I
started arguing with Abraham with that whole collective consciousness of
non-physical Beings that is channelled through Esther Hicks. There is such a gap
between the view of the non-physical and the human experience. Abraham became my target and was at the receiving
end of my internal rants, over the injustice of this world.
About a year ago their perspective of
death and suffering and my human understanding collided in such a way that I found
myself, raising my fists in the air and saying F you Abraham!!! You are clueless
as to this whole human experience. You are not standing down here in my
physical shoes! Why is that? Hmmm, you couldn’t focus your consciousness long
enough to grow the body, balls and Spiritual backbone needed to traverse this dimension.
Obviously not because you are safe preaching
from the other side of how rosy and delicious life is, mocking and trivializing
the deep suffering and complexities of
human nature…So why don’t you just take
your vortex and shove it up your non-physical butt! Hmmm, I wonder if this is where
my pattern for getting kicked out of the tribe originates from?
My outrage, my passion launched a very very
big rocket of desire, a desire for Truth! I have learned there is a powerful undercurrent
within that Vortex. I believe that once a
person has been pulled under and makes it back in one piece, the wisdom and
growth that occurs on and between all levels of Being is astounding. This journey
comes from lifetimes of a desire to fully embody LOVE. We are starved for
unconditional love, and it out of this starvation for love that we have set
into motion eons ago what is unfolding now in this process of learning and
growing together as Spiritual Beings having human experiences.
It’s
easy to get distracted by the drama’s that are being played out in the world.
But I believe it’s so important to hold the space for peace to flourish within our own heart’s and feel into the intention from deep inside our Soul’s. Even if we don’t always understand yet why
we needed to come here and be born into this world of limitation and slavery, faith whispers that there is a profound purpose for it. I can’t justify the insanity of the world but I
do believe that it can be healed. Waking
up never stops, growth and evolution continues eternally. I have glimpsed the
big big picture and consciousness the Light is incomprehensible to those that
have not had the opportunity yet to fully open their minds. In the expansion and opening of our minds
though we open ourselves up to the forces of creation and as an individual Soul
we must deal with the aftermath of that opening. Earth and this whole Universe
we are in is just one tiny speck of Light, one brilliant twinkle in the eye of creation
and there is so much more waiting to come into Being. The real beauty now for me is that I see this
tiny spark and twinkle in the eyes of every person that I encounter. I no longer just see people but I clearly see spiritually dynamic people.
As for Abraham, I found a lot of comfort
in this video. The Biggest Missing Piece. Whew! I wasn't the only one on the planet feeling bitter and
enraged by the simplicity of their teachings. My relationship to them and respect for them
as an unconditionally loving “family” of consciousness has healed. There are many family's or collectives of non-physical beings here and each has their own unique vibe and cadence that is in perfect harmony with the music of the Universe, as is each human being on this planet.
